"A little discussion goes a long way…"
Yeah, right. And it also ends your dream, doesn't it?
It's funny when time suddenly freezes and one gets the chance to look at everything again carefully. We started recognizing patterns, discovering clues, and forming new opinions. It seems as if the signs were there before, but I could not be bothered to take a good look.
"Money, money, money, must be funny, in a rich man's world…"
Sure it is. Here I am, worried sick over the extra tuition fees I have to pay, and thinking if I were a rich man, this will never be a problem.
I keep telling myself that this is not a big problem, it is not the end of the world yet, that I still have time to find myself a sponsor or a scholarship, but deep down inside me, I know somehow my dreams have just crash into oblivion.
I have been looking through endless websites searching for sponsors and scholarships, but they all seem to hit a dead end. Either I am not eligible for it, or my choice of study is not listed as a sponsor in it. It all seems really easy months ago, when I thought I was finally going for an exchange. Turns out I didn't read the fine print that says it's a study abroad experience, not an exchange.
Since there is nothing left to do but wait until an acceptance letter or a rejecting one, I can only wait. Meanwhile, I have to stay on the positive side and live life to the fullest.
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